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In a surge of anguish

by Argwaan

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malyssious
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malyssious It's so cold I think I have frostbite. Favorite track: A welcome ordeal.
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ge-stell_pmoa Outstanding release! One of the best DSBM I've ever heard. Old school bm influences mixed with sad and inspired melodies, raw but professional production, skilled musicians and composer, really good vocals. It definitively deserve a cd/vinyl reprint.
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Fornost Refreshing DSBM from the last 5 years, a very unique journey through sadness. Favorite track: Endless wander.
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macmike1962 Hele vette sh*tt. Wow. Favorite track: Necrobiosis.
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marie-jude smart I am new to Argwaan yet I instantly fell in love with In a surge of anguish! Foreboding, relentless, and dominating...hell eyah! This group is here to stay Favorite track: Triestig.
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What sin comes from oblivion What righteousness comes from indifference There is no iniquity, no hate, no darkness Only the absence of truth The son shall suffer the ignorance of the father Bow down and let it fester You wish to be my idol A foundation of mistrust You wish to be my god A foundation of contempt Show everyone wrong Opposed to all logic You shall conquer the world I deny you And yet I become the one thing I hate Succumb and replicate This unpromising path leads to nowhere It ends here No one shall follow after me.
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Once sleepless to avoid nightmares now wide awake with unwavering resolve Yet I reside in loneliness Misplaced on this soil No rest until I hurt myself No rest until I'm numb A lonely cry In a surge of anguish I breathe despair To defer my downfall When my foundation collapses What will remain The last heave Will take me away To desolation Away from everything I thought I knew No safe haven in sight Only a lasting breath of despair
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Triestig 05:33
Tired I am so tired Listless Deprived of self care A false smile is all I can temper You hold on to me You mirror my every move Guided by my misery Cloaked in a delusive virtue I see my sorrow hurts you It becomes you The arrogance I feel In contempt of myself Egocentric The sun revolves around the earth In my petty state of mind How can this be your future Why am I standing by
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Necrobiosis 08:16
Pure and virtuous. Untouched and frail. A vague memory. Lost and forgotten. The void left in place, it holds no meaning. The amicable blessing of a caring mother, is all that remains, and will be remembered.
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Unwanted desires A craving for a forgotten past. I despise the weakness, sworn to chain my mind. A carefree life is so close, yet I confine myself to this delusion. Why must I hold on to that which breaks me. Why must I hold on to that which destroys my sanctuary. I hate myself for lying to you, even without words or actions. You see right through me, and yet you remain so innocent. You are my mortal deity. I shall conquer my frailty for your sake. Only I must bear the aftermath of my defeat. A welcome ordeal. This torment I must face. For it shall scar me. And you shall flourish.
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You are beauty kind Joy adorable elegant generous Your face is familiar I see my echo in your beautiful mind Our souls have bonded Before we even met You are beautiful (as I am crude) kind (as I am cold) Joy (as I am misery) adorable (as I am ugly) elegant (as I am dull) ~ generous (as I am selfish) Your face is intimate I see myself in your beautiful mind I have longed for this commitment Before we even met Who are you (Who am I?) But an insignificant dog Blinded by selfish guilt Barely existing Your core is shallow. (my core is shallow) Cut your bonds (cut them, cut them now) Before you succumb to this perpetual darkness You belong here (I belong here) Swine Spectate on those who succeed Absorb and envy You are no one’s ghost but a trespasser Your spirit has no weight Trapped in consciousness You have failed her. (I have failed you) Our time seems borrowed Let me suffocate I have longed for this commitment Before we even met.

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released June 12, 2021

Argwaan is Stilte, Smaad.

Drums recorded by Void.

Mixed and mastered by Samuel Studios NL

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